The Unknown Anchorite (Probably One of the Anchorites
of Athos Who Live Invisibly)
When I came to the Holy Mountain for the first
time in 1950, I was going up from Kavsokalyvia to Saint Ann's when I lost my way, and instead of
taking the path to the Skete of Saint Ann, I went up
towards the peak of Athos. After I walked a good long
way, I realized I was too high and looked around for
some path to take me down quickly. Being in such an
anxious state, I implored the Mother of God to help
me and suddenly, an anchorite with a radiant face appeared before me. He was about seventy years old and
his clothing showed that he had no contact with people. He was wearing a habit that looked as if it was
made of sailcloth, but it was very faded and full of
holes. He had fixed the holes with wooden awls, the
way farmers close holes in bags when they don't have a
sack-needle and string. He had a leather bag, too,
discoloured, with the holes pulled together in the same
way. Round his neck he had a thick chain on which a
box hung down on his chest. It seems there was something holy inside!
Before I could ask him, he said to me:
"My child, this is not the path to Saint Ann's", and
he pointed to the right one.
From his whole appearance it seemed he was a
saint!
Then, I asked the hermit:
"Where do you live, elder?"
He answered:
"Somewhere round there", indicating the peak of
Athos.
Since I had been wandering around left and right
trying to find an elder to spiritually inform me, I had
forgotten what day it was and had lost track of the
date. I asked the hermit and he told me it was Friday.
Then, he got out a little leather pouch, that had bits of
wood inside with notches on. From the notches he was
able to tell me the date. I took his blessing, went down
the path he had shown me and came out at the Skete
of Saint Ann. All the while, I was turning over in my
mind the lambent face of the anchorite, glowing with
light.
Later, when I heard that there are twelve anchorites
at the peak of Athos -some said seven- thoughts filled
my mind and related the incident to some experienced
elders, who told me:
"That would have been one of the righteous anchorites who live invisibly at the peak of Athos!"
Hieromonk Anthimos, the Fool for Christ
Father Anthimos was from Sofia in Bulgaria, where he was a married parish priest. After the death of his wife, in about 1841, he came to the Garden of the
Mother of God and took root like a good plant, as we
shall see below, blossoming with a sweet fragrance.
His first place of repentance was in the holy Monastery of Simonos Petra, where he was tonsured a monk. Afterwards, he began to act as a fool for Christ, in order to hide the inner wealth of his spiritual experience. He made the whole of Athos his place of repentance; he continually travelled about in the desert, sometimes staying in caves and at other times in the hollows
of trees. Now and again, he would also appear at the
Russian Monastery of Saint Panteleimon, because he
could understand the services which were in Russian.
He usually hid in the narthex and followed the service
from there. Whenever he saw one of the fathers watching him and regarding him with reverence, he would
start behaving stupidly, talking to himself or making
jokes, and so he would spoil their thoughts. He would
stay at the monastery for varying lengths of time, sometimes a few days, sometimes a little longer. Then he
would disappear again onto the mountain of Athos entirely alone for two or three months, before making his
appearance again at the Russian Monastery of Saint
Panteleimon.
At the beginning of his divine madness, he wore an
old habit for five years, and later patched up garments.
Later still, he ended up wearing an old sack in which he
had made three holes, one at the top to put his head
through and two more for his arms. He appeared in it
everywhere. It was for this reason that he was known as
"Sacky". When he returned to the forest, however, he
took off his sack as a precaution against tearing it, and
instead he tore his body on the twigs. Those who had no
spiritual depth, but only judged from external appearances, called him dotty. But Father Anthimos amazed
them when he would tell them their innermost thoughts.
This way, he spiritually benefited those with good intentions, revealing their innermost thoughts to them.
You notice about fools for Christ that, because
they have such great humbleness, they also have great
purity, that is spiritual clarity, so that they know the
hearts of men and even the mysteries of God. Such a
man was Father Anthimos, who had covered his own
pure heart with an old sack.
Whenever he went to the Monastery of Saint Panteleimon, he wouldn't go in but stayed with the monastery workers and sat and ate with them in the same refectory. It seems that the abbot of the monastery got
word of this and asked the monk on duty to take care
of the ascetic, Father Anthimos. From then on, the
monk who was assigned to take care of the worker's refectory held him in great reverence, helped him and
watched over him. In this way, he acquired greater confidence and was able to understand some of Father Anthimos' hidden virtues.
One of his great virtues was the gift he had in the
matter of fasting: he could fast for days on end! He
went once to the Russian monastery before the Fast of
the Holy Apostles utterly exhausted. The monk on duty
received him with great joy and prepared something for
him to eat. The elder began to eat, while the monk who
was waiting at table went in and out. He looked at the
elder, who was munching away all the time, and thought
badly of him: "Such a withered up and weak monk and
yet he can eat so much!" All upset with these thoughts
of condemnation, the monk went to his cell. When
Father Anthimos had finished his food, he went and sat
at the door of the monk's cell. Seeing his friend troubled
by these thoughts, he took pity on him. In order to help
him, he was forced to tell him why he had eaten so
much, so that he would be more careful about judging
other people. We can also learn from this and avoid judging people. Taking him by the hand, he asked him:
"Brother, do you perhaps know what humbleness
is?"
The brother felt constrained to answer:
"No, I don't".
Then the elder said to him:
"Humbleness consists in this: not judging anybody
and thinking yourself worse than everybody. See, just
now you were deceived and judged me because I was
eating so much. But what you don't know is how many
days I have gone without eating at all. Do you remember the last time I was here and had something to eat?"
The brother replied:
"I remember, father. You were here with us on
Sunday of Thomas and you ate. But I haven't seen you since".
The elder said to him:
"Well, now you see how many days I spent without
eating (20). Yet, you were judging me because I was eating so much. My brother, not all God's gifts are the
same. Everyone is given something by God. Well, to
me God has given the strength to bear cold and hunger. Do you think you could put up with so much? Are
you able to humble yourself, take off the habit and
come with me to the next monastery, and then spend
the winter at the peak of Athos with only those
clothes? You, being a chanter, how do you chant to
God? Your mind is elsewhere, on distractions, rather
than on God. Just you listen to how I chant".
Father Anthimos raised his hands to the heavens
and with heaving sobs chanted Alleluia, tears streaming
from his eyes. The monk assigned to the refectory was
astonished and felt great contrition. The elder then said
to him:
"So you see, my brother, don't judge anyone, because you don't know who has been given what gift.
You just pay more attention to your own self".
The brother made a prostration to the elder and
asked his forgiveness, admiring the latter's spiritual
foresight. From then on, Elder Anthimos began to confide in him more of his personal life.
There was once another brother who was fooled by
Father Anthimos' pretences and said to himself: "What
kind of a gifted person is this? Do all people with the
gift of foresight eat as much?" The elder read his
thoughts, called him over and said to him:
"Brother, you want to be a monk, and yet your
thoughts are always running back to Russia. Well, go
there and fulfil your wish, but you will be back here
again later, and then you will be deemed worthy of becoming a monk".
The words of the elder were fulfilled with great precision. Indeed, this brother was deceived by his thoughts, left the monastery and returned to Russia. A year later, however, he came back to the Holy Mountain and was tonsured a monk in the same monastery.
The monk assigned to the refectory held Father Anthimos in great respect -he considered him a saint- but was afraid to express his admiration, well aware that he didn't like being praised. Once, when the elder came again, the monk was overjoyed and prepared something for him to eat, though he himself, out of respect, didn't want to sit with him. He started bustling about the refectory in order to escape from the elder's attention. When he had finished his food, the elder got up from the table and said: "All right, all right! Stop! May God have mercy on you and support you".
One of the Russian hieromonks told this brother how he was once overwhelmed by nostalgia for his homeland and, one day, he had been thinking about leaving the Holy Mountain to go back to Russia. While he was thinking, Father Anthimos suddenly came into
his cell out of nowhere and said: "Father, the Mother of God sent me to tell you not to go to Russia, because if you leave the desert for the world, you will fall into sin".
At one point, Father Anthimos lived in quietude on
the heights of Athos for a long time. The monk assigned to the refectory was very worried and prayed to God to inform the elder to come to the monastery to bring him spiritual benefit. He was also thinking: "He might be worn out by his labours in the desert and if he were here, I could look after him with a little food, or make him some tea".
The next morning the elder came to the monastery and said jokingly to his friend:
"Here you are. I have come from Athos, according
to your wish, completely exhausted and my feet cut
with the stones. Is your tea worth all the effort!"
The brother saw the elder's foresight and asked his
forgiveness for the trouble he had caused him.
On another occasion, the same brother felt deep
sorrow and listlessness and prayed to God to send him
his friend, Father Anthimos, to comfort him. No more
than a few hours later, Father Anthimos appeared before him. On seeing him, the grieving brother was overjoyed and asked him:
"How is it, father, that you came in the hour of my
need?"
The elder smiled and answered:
"You wanted to see me and asked God, so I came".
Another time, at the Russian Monastery of Saint
Panteleimon, on the eve of October 1, when there is an
all-night vigil for the Protecting Veil of the Mother of
God, Father Anthimos arrived at the monastery, nearly
dead. When he met his friend, he said:
"Tonight I was not far from the Monastery of Zographou, praying in the desert, standing on a rock. As I was praying, I saw the Mother of God descending on
your monastery. I was filled with joy at this vision and
set off in a hurry to meet Her here so She could cover
me, the sinner, with Her veil, as well as Her servants
honouring Her. I had just started running here from
that place, when suddenly a snake appeared. It struck
at me angrily and gave me a terrible bite in the leg. I
realized that the bite was from the envy of the evil one
and paid no attention to the hindrance because I was in
a hurry to get to your monastery".
The brother looked at the elder's leg, and the
wound from the bite really was a serious one. The elder's great love for God had made him insensitive to bodily afflictions.
The winter of 1862 on Athos was very cold with a
lot of snow. At that time, Father Anthimos was up on
the heights of Athos, deep in the desert, living in the
hollow of a tree. A lot of snow fell and he was completely cut off, so that it was impossible for him to come out of there. Forty-six days he spent there without bread. Almost always, he would be closer to the
monastery before winter set in. The elders of the Russian monastery learned that in that freezing and snowy winter Father Anthimos was not nearby and began to worry about him. At the end of forty-six days, Father
Anthimos arrived at the monastery utterly exhausted
and numb with cold. When the brother saw him, he
cried out aloud in joy: "Ah, father, is that you? We had given up hope of
ever seeing you again. Where have you been all this
time?"
"Well, I was living in the hollow of a tree", answered the elder with a smile.
"What did you have to eat there, father?" asked the
brother.
"Victor, my brother, God alone knows what I suffered from the demons and the freezing cold. But Saint
John the Baptist appeared and saved me from death".
Once, Elder Anthimos had not been at the Russian
monastery for five months. The monks didn't know
why. They were worried and many different thoughts
occurred to them: "Maybe somebody has offended
him" and so on. The spiritual father of the monastery
knew a hermit in whom Anthimos had confidence and
asked him to find out the reason. The hermit asked
Father Anthimos, who replied:
"As long as they praise me there and honour me as
a saint, I am not going back... The last time I was
there, one of the hieromonks fell at my feet and said:
"Pray for me, holy father, sinner that I am, that I may
be saved through your prayers..." You see? How can I
go there when they treat me like a saint".
After that, Father Anthimos would go to the monastery almost by stealth and confided in Father Victor some of the secrets of his life during the course of their conversations.
Another time, when he was visiting the monastery
and Father Victor was setting the table for him, the elder said to him:
"Saint John the Merciful visited your monastery
yesterday".
That day was Sunday, and, according to custom,
hermits, skete-dwellers and several lay people came and
ate in the refectory and were then given a blessing.
Father Anthimos had no fixed abode, but rather
the whole of Athos was his to dwell in. In the last years
of his life, he lived close to the Bulgarian Monastery of
Zographou, and often helped with the building work
and repairs-carrying stones and water. (21)
In August 1867, the great ascetic visited his beloved
Russian Monastery of Saint Panteleimon for the last
time. He went into the monastery and straight to the
guesthouse. There he met his friend, Father Victor, and
spoke with him at length, instructing him on how to defeat evil thoughts and the passions. Finally, he said to him outright:
"I will not be coming here any more now, because I
am going to die soon".
Indeed, that's what happened. At the end of November in the same year, he went to the Monastery of Zographou and fell ill. They put him in the monastery
infirmary, where he remained for twelve days.
On December 9, 1867, Father Anthimos left the
Garden of the Mother of God where he had struggled
with great philotimo and rested in the Lord. His blessing be upon us. Amen.
(Note. The biography of Righteous Father Anthimos was published in the book Modern Athonite Ascetics, 9th ed., Moscow 1900, pp. 31-40. I have abbreviated it somewhat, without changing what hieromonk Arsenios wrote. I did it with the best of intentions, lest some things concerning the righteous father were open to misinterpretation).
20. In other words, he had not eaten from Sunday of Thomas
until the beginning of the Fast of the Holy Apostles, about 7
weeks!
21. This would have been work on the new buildings on the
north side, completed in 1865.